New Years Resolution...... Tick!
You know the whole New Years Resolution thing, that you make a resolution (actaully I made this resolution in November, but anyway!) and then about a week and a half later you just ever-so-casually slip back to your old behaviour?
Well, I have kept mine. And....and... I have a new job to show for it.
I put myself out of my Comfort Zone filling in an application form and sitting in an interview for 75 minutes. My mouth was so dry when I came out my tongue was sticking to the roof of my mouth and had exhausted myself with talking (which NEVER happens!!)
So, later that day I had a phone call telling me I had a job and managed to not scream "fecking yes!!!" while on the phone.
And I start on tuesday. 9 tennants and a huge staff team to manage.
The fear hits me everytime I think about it. Who's bloody idea was this then???? Why did I think I could achieve this??? I keep asking myself the question~ comfortable comfort zone with bean bags and duvets and hugs or spine chilling terror????
Then I grin. I have a New Job!!!!
Lybxx
Well, I have kept mine. And....and... I have a new job to show for it.
I put myself out of my Comfort Zone filling in an application form and sitting in an interview for 75 minutes. My mouth was so dry when I came out my tongue was sticking to the roof of my mouth and had exhausted myself with talking (which NEVER happens!!)
So, later that day I had a phone call telling me I had a job and managed to not scream "fecking yes!!!" while on the phone.
And I start on tuesday. 9 tennants and a huge staff team to manage.
The fear hits me everytime I think about it. Who's bloody idea was this then???? Why did I think I could achieve this??? I keep asking myself the question~ comfortable comfort zone with bean bags and duvets and hugs or spine chilling terror????
Then I grin. I have a New Job!!!!
Lybxx
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